July 18

Today started off well. Barring the insane heat! Had a fab weird dream re Doctor Who in the night and woke up once in the night due to pain in both arms from elbow to fingertips with pins and needles. Otherwise good! And longer sleep.

Church went well this morning, we were able to listen and think and PB was good. Also thankfully did all the heavy lifting work yesterday so today we got to play with PB in the paddling pool and watch The Chosen this afternoon. Preferred sitting position - at least my legs won’t give out under me like yesterday - had to cook with A while sitting in a chair! (He encouraged me not to but guilt and independence - bad.)

Period nominally started yesterday but takes 24 hours to work up to HI PAIN tsunami. Which will last for around 3 days with 5 days of exhaustion. Which is progressively worsening right now. Back, stomach, legs, the works. I want to sit but am forcing movement but will be taking painkillers shortly. Cocodamol ftw. Chicken.

Cooking a curry for tea (chicken as well!) so heat + pain + how on earth do pregnant people cope.

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